Thank Goddess for GREAT people!

One of the food banks, well the only one I know about, was giving out grocery cards for people who were without power and lost their fridge contents.  I now have $50 to go to the grocery store and replace what I lost and get some staples into the house again.

Thankfully everyone on my street now has hydro power!!!  So grateful that we all made safely through the storm and the weather wasn't stinking hot on the days we were waiting for the power to return.

My you bask in the love of the God and Goddess in your life~~

Storms and no hydro, buses and trains

Friday we caught the tail end of a tornado, I have never been so terrified as when the sky turned the funny black grey colour, churning and then blam!  The great big Maple tree bent like Gumby and 3/4 of the tree came down and took out the hydro for our area.  It has not been fun at all, no way to cook anything no way to keep anything cold and of course being broke has not helped at all.  Thank Goddess, I came home today and our hydro was back on!  Sadly my friends on the street are still out.

Faith has driven me either to work or to the bus station this first week, I'm screwed for August she is on afternoon's.  However, I have been on city buses, the GO bus and trains, I miss my car!  It's been wonderful to see my old work friends again, so many faces I've loved and missed.

May the Goddess keep you all safe.

Back to Work for me...

Went to the doctor's today and he has decided to try putting me back into the work environment part time for 6 months and see if it helps or makes things worse.
Only good thing is a pay cheque.

Visiting time

no appointments until July 9th so I am at my sister's for the long Canada Weekend!

Innisfil!!

Here is a valuable owl knowledge along with something that is hard to do sometimes.

Owl Knowledge

Trying my best!

To all my Canadian friends, HAPPY CANADA DAY WEEKEND!!

Cupcake Cake!!

Have a safe one my friends

it is called my bitching blog for a reason

my depression is getting deeper now that I have no income coming in.  how will i pay my rent?  bills?  and once I can't afford to get my medication I will really be fucked.

the best part will be the withdrawals trying to find a reason to stay alive is going to be the hardest part of all.

i'm done, i am aware people are worse off with cancer etc but this is my blog and my feelings and therefore I can bitch, cry, whine and release my feelings on here.

Another Day

Now don't be shocked... I am cooking dinner!  No junk food tonight!

There is this very easy quiche recipe you can put whatever veggies in and I haven't made it in forever, but felt like it tonight.

update on meeting with HR

Well even with the 2 doctors notes, I may still have to return to work.
Work has to go with the insurance company's opinion, even though my doctors will NOT sign off on my return to work.  I don't know what I am going to do, I have another thing for the doctor to fill out but no money to get him to fill it out.  

Shannon would have me move up north without anything but still owe my landlord back rent, so I need to have a job of some kind as she is the important one to pay back first.  

I have Shannon looking into a job at her work come October and hopefully I will have things wrapped up here, either with my appealing the insurance outcome or with CPP and ODSP.